fr33life:

So today, I thought I should really take a look at myself, and talk about who I really am.  Not who my friends think I am, not who my family thinks I am, not who some guy starring at me walking down the street thinks I am, but who I am. How I wan’t the world to see me. I’m Carly Elizabeth Snook. I’m creative, energetic, sensitive, loving, sarcastic, imaginative, oh and i’m a DREAMER.  These are just a few adjectives I use to describe myself. Also, I try not to judge. I’m also weird, quirky, a bit crazy, and more.  There’s one thing different about me though, I don’t let anything bring me down.  Yeah, i get upset about things and frustrated, but I get over it.  I want to make a difference. That’s it. Plain and Simple.  Help people, be creative, and do good.  Give out good vibes, Bring in good vibes. I really believe that the good I send out in the world will come back to me. I’m actually really inside myself-the loud, fun girl side of me that everyone knows, is definitely me, because I’m a positive person, but it’s not how I define myself… all I really do is think all the time.  Beat myself up inside for not already doing something spectacular with my life and making a difference. Then again, I’m only 17.  But that doesn’t matter, I can do it.  School gets in the way sometimes.  I really want out of that place. During School, it’s hard for me to focus because the entire time, i’m thinking of other things, more important things. I don’t think school is for everyone past a certain age… So far, I’ve been thinking about making a creative blogging site where people can talk about their dreams and life goals, and keep a timeline to see how far they’ve gone and help them reach their full potential.  Maybe have some inspirational clothing and other accessories. That’s just me, thinking all of the time. I don’t know what I’ll do if I don’t make something spectacular happen. Still have to completely figure out what that spectacular thing is, but I can’t tell you how much making people smile, or laugh or surprising someone with a gift just because I feel like it makes me feel.  I’ve been very fortunate do grow up in a wealthy family, where money isn’t really an issue.  I have a great support system, two little sisters who light up my world and a fun loving Mom. A super hero Dad, who I look up to so much, etc.  They’ve still kept me grounded and I know about all major issues out there- World Hunger, Poverty, Sickness and so much more.  I want to do something about that. I want to help them.  My Grandma (another inspiration) was just in Africa teaching kids in school.  Kids who live in shacks, have one pair of shoes that they’ve had for 5 years and go to bed almost every night hungry.  That kind of shit makes me so bothered.  I don’t really know how to define myself..  Maybe I’ll just wrap everything I just said into a bow and call it a day- this is who I define myself as… a dreamer, a lover, a helper, a giver, a wisher, a sister, and most of all, hopefully one day, AN INSPIRATION.

this is really cute carly i love you <3 p..s this is my other blog